hip hip huraaaaaayyyy
after all the mood swings, lame sensitivity, unimportant tears, crazy period, and uncountable laughs.... im officially 20 years old now. hello big TWO ZERO. i repeat: TWO ZERO. TWENTY. DUA PULUH.
basically, i just wanna share my big day and how i entered my new age..
first, my friends said that i would experience something that they called "Syndrom 20". when they told me, i was like "what the hell man". i mean, hello?! there's no such thing as syndrom 20. it sounds ridiculuous! they said i would be SUPER-DUPER-ULTRA-MEGA SENSITIVE, my period would be unstable, i would feel anxious, insecure, happy, and sad at the same time... sounds like hell. i know.
and then, 2 weeks before my big day................
i started to feel anxious, i became very sensitive, i thought about unimportant things, i cried when everything wasnt like what i expected and i became a cranky woman. my selfishness was so huge that i couldnt handle it anymore. i even went to the airport in the middle of the night just to see aeroplanes and i wished i could go back to be with my best friends. at that time, i couldnt think clearly, my mind was twisted, i just want to be with my bestfriends.. aris prasetya, aditialukman, and bimo darmoyo. so i begged them to come no matter how hard it was. yes i acted like a spoilt brat (like i always be) ask them everyday to come on my bday... thank god, my friends agreed to come... then i started to plan everything.. i couldnt wait till they come until... one of them told me that he lost his passport. what an idiot! lost your house key, fine. lost your mobile phone, fine. but lost your passport? STUPID! supported by my lame-ness.. i felt like my world is going to fall. everything was so blur. dark. no hope. i cried and cried because he cant come to my bday.. i had no passion for living. (i know it sounds lame but it;s true). then i was wishing that i dont want my bday anymore. THANK GOD, he found his passport. i was so happy and my life became better. i was so excited excited and excited. and the day came.. they arrived in this filthy city. all of them. i was so happy. i was no longer think about 20. just me and my bestmen. my supermen.
and 20 was getting closer...
we were so high at my bday night and i didnt care if they dont remember my bday.. but suddenly, one of my supermen asked me to stand up.. and all of them was circling me.. the music was techno electro kind of thing, then he changed the song.. at first i thought it was an ordinary mixtape song.. but then the dj sang "happy birthday song". i was so surprised. speechless. nevert thought that guys like them could be so sweet. then all of them hugged me.. at that time, all i could think of was that i want this moment forever. no past. no future. just present. like this. so i entered my two zero with my supermen besides me. i couldnt ask for more. it was too good to be true.
and the surprise didnt stop there...
to thank all my friends, i held a bday dinner at an italian restaurant.. my bro was there with all my friends...
and suddenly..... the waiter came from behind me and give me a bday cake... oooooohhhhh shitt.. i was speechless. this couldnt be true. then when i turned my body, i was even more shocked. MY MOM AND DAD came all the way from singapore just to surprise me. wuhooooooooo.............. IT WAS CRAZY!!!!!!! i wanted to cry but i was too shy *lol*
finally, I BLEW MY BDAY CANDLES IN FRONT OF MY MOM DAD BRO AND MY BESTMEN. God, you've been so nice to me :)
after all the surprises, the gifts, and the pre-20 dramas... i realized that hey... 20 is not a big deal. life must be happy and excited, isnt it?
ok. life's unpredictable. andI'm not God. but i can deal with it.. as long as i know that i got someone not only on my side, but also on my back, front and the other side.. and one important thing. NO ONE CAN PUSH ME TO CHANGE MY BEHAVIOUR JUST BECAUSE IM 20. IM TWENTY AND MY FUTURE LOOKS BRIGHT..
im still the old ayya... who loves to study hard, and play harder :)
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