what is Alia Namira?

just got back from a short escape to sepang goldcoast beach with my "so called" daddy (Inu). so what we were doing to pass this day are going to sepang then watched the sun goes down, ate sate padang (although it was chicken instead of beef), and as usual, to end our trip, a good chat on the way back home. then we came up with this topic. If we could describe ourselves as an object, what would it be?

the question was simple but it made me think hard though.. so i decided to describe himself as a fragile box.



why? because he is calm, he doesnt talk that much, but by giving the sign "fragile" it makes us know how sensitive he is. it shows that we must take care of him nicely, or else he will be broken.

and as for myself, i describe myself as this



yeaaa jackpot!!! why jackpot? its because im difficult, hard to please, and forever changing my mind. no one knows what's on my mind and no one can guess what am i gonna do.. neither myself.. so yea, i think the jackpot thingy represents myself quite well.

how about you readers?

empty sky.

see the picture? it's fireworks. yes. I NEED FIREWORKS IN MY BORING SKY!!! and what's that suppose to mean? that means I NEED SOMETHING TO DO TO FILL MY DAYS HERE BECAUSE HOLIDAY IS KILLING ME!
I'm entering the third month of my holiday. I repeat. the third month! not week! I'm sick of it! I'm tired of being unoccupied. and the worst part is that I cant go anywhere but stay in KL until I take off to Bangkok on the next 6 days. I wish I could go back to jkota this week and go back to KL before I leave for Bangkok. unfortunately, I'm not the daughter of a king (although I always act like one ;p) so yea, I'm stuck here because plane ticket to Jkota for this week is super-expensive and I cant afford it :((

anyways, instead of talking about my superdupermegaboring holiday, let's talk about my plans in Bangkok and PhiPhi Island wuhoooo!!!!!



ok so this is the picture of Phi-Phi Island. very nice isnt it? for you guys who have watched The Beach movie by my gardener (Leonardo DiCaprio ;p) yes, Phi-Phi is the bomb. so me and 3 friends are going there! I've been waiting for this moment for forever!!!!! and now Insya Allah, I'm gonna make it happen next Sunday. Just wish me luck and I hope everything's gonna be alright *crossing fingers*. Basically, my plans for Bangkok is shopping and shopping and shopping. As for PhiPhi are tanning, snorkeling, laying on the beach, and kayaking :) oh I soooooo cannot wait!!! dear God, please make the time goes faster!

Regardless the PhiPhi and the boring holiday, I feel like in my age now, which is 20. I wanna live my life to the fullest, no it's not like I never thought like that before, no. it's just, in this particular age, I feel different. I feel powerful and I believe that I can realize my dreams. In simple words, Im 20 and I can do whatever I want to do. I want this I want that and yeah I can make it happen! I dont care about what people say. They can say Im ungrateful, spoiled, snob, whatever dude... I dont give a shit. Im doing what I like. Im 20, Im young, and Im capable of doing anything. Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams (except God's permission)

I know it sound selfish but hey, everybody knows right? that I'm difficult, hard to please, and forever changing my mind.. *LOL*
After Bangkok, I have long awaiting places to be touched.. there are melbourne, bali, bira beach, and hongkong. I know Im acting like Im one of the Hiltons or Kardashians. I know Im not as rich as those who were born with silver spoon on their mouth.. but I can realize my dreams as well, only with my own way.

Just like my best friend said.. GOD WILL SHOW HIS WAY TO PEOPLE WHO OBSERVE ATTENTIVELY.
so im just gonna be myself, work hard, pray hard, and try to read every sign in every step I take.